..its nothing to do today!!! i just spend my day at my room but just now i went to al-halal market and bought groceries!!! i'm really2 feel lonely now!! i dont know why, mayB coz i'm too bzzz with my degree coursework till i'm forget everything n anybdy that really2 need me before....  wut should i do now??? it looks like i'm starting to BLAME myself coz of taken an action without thinking wut it gonna happen NEXT??!!! arghhhhhhh..... someone please help me!!! wut should i do?!!! if we tooo LOVE someone, we will LOST him but if we just TAKE it EASY of someone we will assume as USELESS...!! so,what should i do noww??!!!

so, i just dedicated this song to someoneee....that really special to me!!

AVRIL LAVINGE - Anything But Ordinary

Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep,it's my
lullaby
Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger
I want to scream it makes me feel alive

Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

To walk within the lines
That make my life so boring
I want to know that I have been
To the extreme
So knock me off my feet (my feet)
Come on now give it to me
Anything to make me feel alive

Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

Let down your defenses
Use no common sense
If you look you will see
That this world is a beautiful, accident,
turbulent, succulent, opulent,
permanent, no way
I wanna taste it
Don't wanna waste it away

Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak my self out
I laugh myself to sleep,it's my
lullaby